Aggression Fail on an Epic Scale

"Aggression Fail on an Epic Scale" that is the name of the song of my life. That's right, I never heard anything back from Monica. Yes I even messaged her... twice. No replies. I really thought I my game was getting tight but I guess I am not being aggressive enough. I think the lesson I need to take from this is that I need to properly read my targets and guage early on how aggressive I should be. In hindsight, all of her past boyfriends were tough aggressive guys. Even though she SAID that she was sick of tough guys and was ready to move on to a guy that was more sensitive and would be more compatible with her, clearly this was just a defense mechanism and I should know better than to expect her to change her basic desires on a whim. Next time I encounter a female with this kind of profile, I will be much more aggressive and I will do it early on. On the flip side, when I meet a girl who is meek and quiet, or who has a history of dating men that are conservative or "nice guys" then I need to be very nonthreatening with my overall approach. Lesson learned.

I watched UFC on the weekend and man was I happy that Frank Mir won that fight against Chek Congo. I watched the fights at my friend's pad on his 70" projection which was pretty sweet. We ordered some pizzas and drank some beers and Jaegershots and got all fucked up. Then we played poker and I came in second place sigh. I lost heads up to my friend Jeremy in a bullshit hand where we both flopped trips. I won't get into the specifics because I know no one likes to hear poker stories... unless they are their own.

I met a new girl and her name is Lindsey. She is a gamer. Yeah you heard me correctly, she is a gamer. A girl who is a gamer, usually doesn't do much more than sit in front of their computer and game. I mean, if you ask most girls what they like, they never mention video games in the list of stuff they like to do let alone say that as their primary hobby. Gamer chicks are hardcore dedicated. She said she plays a lot of FPS and other stuff but mainly FPS and her nick she uses is LaidESoss. She is 21 and going to University for Video Game Development or something... I dunno if it's a University or a private college etc all I know is she studies that shit. I thought it might be a good idea to have a gamer chick as a girl friend that way I know where she will be all the time and also I like to game lol. I am going to go meet her at this cyber cafe on Friday night and she said we are going to have some drinks and then play Counterstrike and she will see if I am noob or not. I assume if I am noob then I will have no chance with her. I have played lots of FPS before like Soldier of Fortune, Battlefield 2, etc but I have only played Counterstrike a few times long ago in some cyber arcades and I got powned hard. So I bought the game and I am installing it right now. Gonna practice and also watch some tutorial videos etc and expert tips so I can try and get better at this game and impress this girl. I will let you know how it goes.