No more floozies for me!

Well it is 2010 and this is my first blog entry so far this year. Things didn't work out with that gamer chick - she ended up standing me up. I think she was talking to a lot of different guys online and well I'm not really sure what happened to be honest with you.

I am exciting though about my future. When I say my future, I mean my future with women, not my future as a doctor. Lately I have been questioning my decision to become a doctor in the first place. My dad and mom and both doctors and my grandfather was a doctor so I guess he is the one that started it all. I couldn't really think of anything else to do and since my parents paid for all my education I just went with the flow and now here I am almost about to graduate and become a doctor and have to deal with icky stuff like blood and needles etc. I am just kidding about that last part. There is a crazy doctor on my favorite tv show called 30 rock and he is all scared of needles and gross stuff lol. I have always had a strong mind and a strong stomach and I can handle messed up stuff like blood and guts no problem and cutting into people with scalpels and shit.

The economy has been so crappy lately I wonder if I am going to be another graduate working at mcdonalds with a medical degree. I can't say that I am very happy about graduating and having to go work in the real world. I guess I might be able to ride the coattails of my mom and dad and they might be able to hook me up with a job or at least put in a good word for me.

When I talk to girls online through the dating site I joined they all seem to be impressed with the pre med thing and think ooo maybe I can hook up with a future doctor now. They don't understand how much time and effort goes into training to become a doctor. I really think I would be better suited to hook up with a girl who is older than me because they will probably be more mature than most girls and I think that I am more mature than most guys and I think I need to find a girl who is in her late twenties or maybe early thirties who already has stable employment etc and isn't out every weekend clubbing and doing jelly shots off some dudes stomach.

I think I am jaded and yet I am only 24. My parents aren't really happy in their relationship and my sister has a serious drug problem but I don't even want to get into that right now. I will save that for another day, another post. Back to being jaded. I am just not an optimist, I am a pessimist and I don't have much faith in humankind. Perhaps it is because I am slightly antisocial having spent so much time with med school etc. I certainly don't feel like an average 24 year old. I feel like I am 30 and already done with the partying phase and I just want to settle into a nice job.

When I first starting writing this blog I thought that I just wanted to meet some chicks and get laid. I was wrong, I was just trying to act cool and I was in denial of how I really feel which is that I want to find someone conservative, marry them and and have kids with them.

From now on I am only going to messaging girls that are older than me and also that have secure jobs and look conservative. No more floozies.